I am there as we speak. As I’m writing, I have no motivation so I’m journaling my thoughts. Putting my thoughts down on paper seems to help.
Do the bare minimum. Plus some more bare minimum things. I should not isolate myself or look for excuses to stay isolated. Although, that’s what I want to do.
I hoped and dreamed my book would take me places. It still might, but I expected things to happen all of a sudden. I am going to write blogs as journals. Given that I don’t know who reads these things, I’ll just assume it is a journal.
So…motivation? I knew her, she’s an old friend of mine. But now? I don’t see her, and I don’t know whose fault it is. It could be my fault, it could be the worlds fault, but at the end of the day, it doesn’t matter.
She might come back. But all I know is I’ve talked to enough people to receive help. Or maybe I haven’t. I guess I haven’t looked inwards. I haven’t looked at myself.
So here I am, journaling.
I am trying to gain motivation. So, what do I do? The bare minimum. Plus some more bare minimum. Do not stay isolated.
